Sunday, June 15, 2008

Mysteries of pains

A cracking sound and then sore like i had my period... no water braking, no loss of anything, just a constant mild to high, very bearable menstrual-like pain.
So i wondered, this is nothing like contractions, what is it?
And i can barely move without feeling it, so i phoned the hospital and they told me to go for a check, so i did.
All in place, no modifications, nothing to report apart the fact i have visibly swollen ankles and hands... but my blood pressure is fine, my urine tests are fine, my little one is fine thank goodness (wasn't worried anyway as he kept moving about), everything else is fine, the machine does not detects any contractions, still... my pain continues, it subsides a little without disappearing then comes back stronger, especially sitting in the car or at home.
And i wonder.
What is it?
Why did i hear a cracking noise?
I tought maybe the baby slipped further down my pelvis, but the doctor said no modifications in my cervix... what is it then?
I maybe didn't suffer enough at the beginning of the pregnancy and making up for it alltogether???
Mah, another check awaits me on monday as they would like to find out why i am swollen, as they have no clue of this either.
Then another check on wednesday for monitoring all things once more... i so wish i give birth that same day since it's a full moon. Ah...who knows how much they'll say my baby weights then? It sure feels a lot, but i know i can't wait to hold my little giant.

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